Diary Of Notes

Revive post. Again..

2011-09-15T21:54:00.001+08:00

Okay so much time has passed. Not many major things happened, but, well youth is always wasted away huh.Not really happy as months went by. Well I wouldn't even put it near the level 'just satisfied' tbh.Doing lesser things that would give me a sense of accomplishment and busying myself with little timewasters.And.I.Can't.Help.It.Btw, did i mention that I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.I.Miss.You.so.very.much

Milestone 2 Chronicles : Walkthrogh and FAQ? Jk

2011-07-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

Heres the full list of what I did

Brick for no apparent reason (after failed installation of "Battery Monitor Widget Pro v1.6.9.apk"). I shut it down because of a habit and then HOLY SHIT could not boot it up :(
It boots up only till the BootAnimation of the default Android's one. (I changed it previously)
Probably in a loop as the phone heats up as though its loading something.

Did research about sbf, bootstrapping etc.

Flashed latest UK sbf (MILS2_U6_2.4.24) onto my MS2 but nothing happened except for the BootAnimation going back to the Motorola's original BootAnimation.
*To go into bootloader hold up+powerbutton*

Following day borrowed a friend's iPhone in school to read up on how to factory reset my phone. Factory reset it, and VOILA, its back to working state of UK SBF but all data on phone cleared.
*To factory reset, Hold The "X" key on the Keyboard while pushing the power button. Hold till the image comes up....then let go and press the "@" key. Navigate the options there using external hardware buttons (eg. power, volume, camera/focus)"

So all went well and I felt daring after learning how to flash SBFs. Rerooted the revived MS2 with GingerBreak and used Droid 2 Bootstrapper to install the CM7 for Droid 2. Well... I found out the hard way, Droid 2 =/= Milestone 2...

Hence it kind of bricked again. So well, back to flashing stock SBF to get it back up.

Tried once more to make sure its not just it was an unlucky try and... T.T

Brick, flash.

Then I started messing around with MS2's only custom ROM (although not a true ROM, but good enough for an edited Stock ROM) Argen2Stone 1.9.

Worked wondrously on my phone after some hard work and long waiting time for backups and stuffs.

Ok they're very vague and quick, and thats cause I'm lazy and can't remember everything. But a lesson to all, and myself, please please please backup everything (ESPECIALLY YOUR GAMES!!!) once in awhile for you may never know when shit happens.

Milestone 2 Chronicles : The end of it all

2011-07-09T09:59:00.002+08:00

Screw it, my PC died on my for the last two days when I needed it most :(
So I had to use a slower lappy to salvage my MS2 haiz...
Well its all now up and kicking! :DD WITH ARGEN2STONE IN IT ROAR!!!
Will update the procedures later on when I get home after SYFC (and maybe an outing!)

Milestone 2 Chronicles : AHHH FLASH!!!

2011-07-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

OMG FLASHING IT NOW WITH A UK STOCK SBF. >.< PRAYYYY

Milestone 2 Chronicles : The beginning of the end

2011-07-06T23:41:00.003+08:00

Ok... So I kind of F*CKING bricked my milestone 2 today. _|_
FML ttm. So I'm finding ways to fix it and posting about it to keep track of what I did so I can help others etc. Haizzxc.

What I previously did months ago was, easily, messed around.
You name it,
root a locked bootloader phone, check
messed with overclocking, check
messed with boot animation, check
messed with many root only settings, check check and check
All the shitz except flashing ROMs.

Well since now its already ****ed might as well play around with ROMs eh?
ANYWAY lucky me!!! I'VE BEEN DYING FOR CM TO COME OUT WITH A M2 VERSION and here it is a few days ago!!
http://forum.cyanogenmod.com/forum/348-motorola-droid-2-experimental-mod/
Nightly but considerably stable builds at the moment so, yay~~~

So I'm probably gonna flash my phone to a stock ROM of some other country's first to see if I can even get it going :(
Wish me luck!

Loooong eventful day!

2011-03-17T23:59:00.006+08:00

I miss you I miss you I miss you

Woosh!
Today was great, or at least, fulfilling to my youth. :)
Woke up wayyy early for GP make-up lesson, but ended up late by 20mins because of the rain. Joking, i mean, because of :D

Okay.... so yeah strolled to school in slippers, SRC shirt and some permus. :D
AND got called 'uncle' immediately when I stepped into the classroom =.=
Okay so nothing much went on until....
The 'Vibrator' began.

Screw Clive =.=

So yeah, next up, CG OUTING!! :))))
But screw, like 7 people didn't turn up for it :(
And some didn't tell Frica earlier who booked the Restaurant! :@
We ate at EighteenChefs @ Simei, where I had baked cheese rice, with black pepper sauce and several random nice dishes added.
It was F***ING spicy man!!! Plus the chilli flakes were kinda spicey-less so I added it for 'cruch' and flavor.
Well, we had fun joking and talking over lunch.
Shih Siong began shooting ice at quite a number of people lolwhut.
And of course, HAHA @ Wei Jie. Shall not say why :D Those who know him will know why. :DD

And then Pool!!! What the sh1t, only 4 people went. zZz
Hong Yu, Solongo, Clive and Wang Shuo last min back out walaoooooo!
But anyway had a blast with Shih Siong, Xu Cheng and Julian. Spent a couple of enjoyable hours there. Shooting balls with a stick into holes.

On the way home I passed by Jun Ming, who I am going to meet after dinner at home! So zhun.
Yeah he had to go all the way back home to help me take swimming trunks and goggles :X THANKS
And I got my Resident Evil Novel 5th and 6th book at the library!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Freaking addicted to it.

Okay so went home for dinner and sprinted to Tampines Stadium on my bike.
And this time, the real Swimming Pool. :D
Met up with Jun Ming and Ronald.
Swam for about 2 hours and chit chatted lots~
Stopped at about 9pm. Whoa.

AND then we went to Bedok Block 85 for supper, which Ronald ate 2 meals wtf.
We joined up with 2 other pri sch friends to makan and yep, slacked for a few more hours.
On the way back we passed by Chu Di who Gordon knew as a Jubeat friend. What coincidence.

Aiya lazy type details le LOL
Okay so ended up home at 11.30PM beat tired.
Showered, finished a bag of chips and a few pages of my resident evil 5 and SNORE.

Would you please come back to me?

Long time

2011-02-20T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone,
Ok, its a little awkward when its just me.
So there, I'm finally blogging after god knows how long cause I'm waiting for my pictures to finish uploading on Facebook which is seemingly taking ages.
To have a peek: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=749202421&aid=295630

So yes, i think lets catch up with whatever that have happened.
I've been sentenced to Tampines Junior College for two years, hopefully, and I've been doing fine (just fine). Haven't really made any friends yet and that pricks me a little.

The Orientation period was fine because at least I have a group to hang out with. Four of us, Sheng Xiang, Wen Yiong, Yazid and me. But well, it was just during then.
Now in my CG, 'feeling out of place' begins to creep in.
Still, not something that would spiral me into depression of any sort but just, like i said, prickly.

Classes do go by fast but they sure eat up my whole day with Tuesdays and Thursdays ending at 5pm... That I hate. Staying awake poses a huge problem for the past week.
And.I.Can't.Believe I've started piling homework for the first proper lessons week. :(
So far no lessons put me off yet. But its significantly different from my past likings. PE, twice a week. That made me jumpy when I first saw the timetable. But hell am I right about jumping. And not just that. To sum it up and not complain, well PE is just like NS training =.=

Awesome thing is my CCA, no, CCAs with the 's'.
I CAN FINALLY IMMERSE MYSELF INTO BASEBALL!!!! :) I joined the Softball CCA and got accepted.
Secondly, OMGWTFBBQ I managed to pass the interview for SYFC! (Singapore Youth Flying Club)

what i did today (19/Feb)
Woke up real early for a Saturday. Went to Eunos with my dad accompanying me for a health check for SYFC and then Paya Lebar to shop for my softball glove. :)
Spent slightly over a hundred for a fielding glove, pair of batting glove and a practice ball :DDDDD

Okay upload complete, goodnight! :)

Attenuation of Sound Waves

2010-11-01T21:06:00.003+08:00

Attenuation
of Sound Waves

When
sound travels through a medium, its intensity diminishes with
distance. In idealized materials, sound pressure (signal amplitude)
is only reduced by the spreading of the wave. Natural materials,
however, all produce an effect which further weakens the sound.
This further weakening results from scattering
and absorption.
Scattering is the reflection of the sound in directions other than its original direction of propagation. Absorption is the conversion of the sound energy to other forms of energy. The combined effect of scattering and absorption is called attenuation. Ultrasonic attenuation is the decay rate of the wave as it propagates through material.

Intrinsic:

A property of some thing or action which is essential and specific to that thing or action.

Attenuation of sound within a material itself is often not of
intrinsic interest. However, natural properties and loading conditions
can be related to attenuation. Attenuation often serves as a measurement
tool that leads to the formation of theories to explain physical
or chemical phenomenon that decreases the ultrasonic intensity.

The amplitude change of a decaying plane
wave can be expressed as:

In this expression A₀
is the unattenuated amplitude of the propagating wave at some location. The
amplitude A is the reduced amplitude
after the wave has traveled a distance z
from that initial location. The quantity
is the attenuation coefficient of the wave traveling in the z-direction.
The dimensions of are
nepers/length, where a neper is a dimensionless quantity. The term e
is the exponential (or Napier's constant) which is equal to approximately
2.71828.

The units of the attenuation value in Nepers per meter (Np/m) can be converted
to decibels/length by dividing by 0.1151. Decibels is a more common
unit when relating the amplitudes of two signals.

Attenuation is generally proportional to the square of sound
frequency. Quoted values of attenuation are often given for a
single frequency, or an attenuation value averaged over many frequencies
may be given. Also, the actual value of the attenuation coefficient
for a given material is highly dependent on the way in which the
material was manufactured. Thus, quoted values of attenuation
only give a rough indication of the attenuation and should not
be automatically trusted. Generally, a reliable value of attenuation
can only be obtained by determining the attenuation experimentally
for the particular material being used.

Attenuation can be determined by evaluating the multiple backwall
reflections seen in a typical A-scan display like the one shown
in the image at the top of the page. The number of decibels between two adjacent
signals is measured and this value is divided by the time interval
between them. This calculation produces a attenuation coefficient
in decibels per unit time Ut.
This value can be converted to nepers/length by the following
equation.

Where v is the velocity
of sound in meters per second and Ut
is in decibels per second.

LINK: http://www.ndt-ed.org/EducationResources/CommunityCollege/Ultrasonics/Physics/attenuation.htm

捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-25T21:15:00.001+08:00

25/7 - -4.60/-100 [24.40/100]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

24/7 - 0/+17 [29/217]
24/7 - 0/-17 [29/200]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-23T17:30:00.002+08:00

Ouch.

23/7 - 0/-100 [29/200]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

22/7 - -2/44 [29/300]

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Prelim results...

2010-09-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

Now I'm just plain desperate. But is it wrong?

Damn I'm seriously unmotivated. :(
Anyway today sucks. Noone around me (myself included) is satisfied with our marks.
JH got F9 for her amath. Sighs, wonder what is she doing.
The worst part of today, HY's eyes were red.
I don't know what at all can I do and settled that it'd be best if I leave her alone, or at least, I shouldn't bother her.
So, today F isn't in school... Still have not gotten back Physics marks, the only subject I'm banking heavily on. :/ 'Tomrrow', he says.
Shall update once I get all my results back.
Good night world!

E, would you come back to my arms?

捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-21T23:23:00.003+08:00

21/7 - -2/56 [31/256]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-20T18:17:00.001+08:00

Hmm went today alone to destress a little. The cheerful elderly couple were there! :)
Threw all 100 coins in from the start and kept playing. Didn't catch any lanterns today but was more rewarding. :)

20/7 - 0/-2 [33/200]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

19/7 - 0/-50 [33/202]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-18T23:59:00.004+08:00

Lol today was really heartwrenching. Got a couple of lanters but blew it all on the first round till i became negative.
LUCKILY second round i caught two more lanterns to make up for losses. :DD
LOL D LOST ALL HIS COINS!!
Anyway today was great, did quite some study at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf with F as well.
Played Jubeat with F & D! :D
Will upload pics soon!

18/7 - 0/-50 [33/200]
18/7 - 0/+52 [33/252]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

17/7 - 0/+11 [33/210]
17/7 - 0/+40 [33/250]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

16/7 - 12/+1 [33/199]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

15/7 - 1/+138 [21/148]
15/7 - 0/-70 [21/78]

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捕鱼达人 Log

2010-09-15T01:15:00.001+08:00

before!! - 20/-200[20/0]

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It has been awhile...

2010-09-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

I told you nothing will change my mind for you and I mean it all the way until you tell me you've found someone else better.

Sidenote: I'm using short terms for names from now on to protect their identity on top of privatizing this blog. And I'm really going to be frank from now on cause I don't see a need to hide any of my thoughts. If I have the mind to think, I shall 'fess up.

NOTE TO READERS:

Please, I hope you understand that being given the privilege to access my blog you should respect my posts and me. Do not copy, print etc anything in my blog without permission as consequences may be dire.
And NEVER should you use my posts, views and thoughts as an attack against someone.
I may be brutally honest in my posts but I will never insult any of my friends publicly behind his/her back to hurt or spoil his/her reputation.

So what has happened? Lots.

The sad stuffs: (in chronological order)
Ev lost her best friend
I fell out with E for a week
F have not given up on him
My rear rim (bicycle) is badly dented, causing break to 'auto-break'
My whole PC is kept by my parents (I'm not angry, just that i miss my Clannad..)
The PSP is no longer fully in my possession
These few days I've become touchy easily

The happy stuffs:
I finished clannad anime and got the game on my PC (yeah cried lots)
I manually removed the whole rear braking system on my bike without help
I'm now using my sis computer, which brings 'speed' to a whole new level.

Can't remember much but yeah. Time to rant!

Topic: D
He's really getting on my nerves. No initiative and barely any manners.
Worst of all, he complains every single time we have a conversation.
Have you ever experienced someone complaining about a relationship all the time?
If you friggin love her, then you should goddamn mind any sacrifices. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR SACRIFICES WAS UNREQUITED FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE.

Links!

2010-08-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

http://www.keiichianimeforever.com/

Anime music download site. :D

http://www.keiichianimeforever.com/music/CLANNAD/

Forget about love?

2010-07-28T00:08:00.002+08:00

Maybe its time to stop fantasizing

Ever since that night - the night that I was on the verge of giving up completely on love - that night I was beside her, I've been slowly letting go of her.

Once I could answer myself the moment I ask 'why do I love her?' whenever I fall head over heels over a girl but now I can't even be bothered to think of an answer. Why.

But I somehow feel better, feel happier. Was trying to love actually a burden?

Or was I trying too hard?

I know the answer myself very well but is it alright to just walk away like this from the stage?

Should I visit the backstage for once?

I'm thinking...

Maybe its okay if i decide to sit at the bench.

Maybe its okay not to think too far.

Maybe its okay to just like someone.

Maybe its okay to think of other girls.

Maybe.

Because, who am I to promise the happiness of any single human soul in this world?

How can I keep to my promise?

Its hard to decide what path to choose now.

But, can i hold a beautiful girl's hand?

Love is a crazy thing

2010-06-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

However much I wish I could turn back time I know I can't

Dear diary

So I've not really been keeping to my own words.

I guess its hard to adjust eh? Its like trying to get an alcoholic to work his ass off.

But nevertheless I'll make it, I swear.

This 'alcoholic' will friggin work his ass off.

Adjust, nope, no time for it. I'll just force it through.

I will love you.

CURRENTLY: Trying to update birthday blogpost since picts are up

So I've decided to look on to the present

Evelyn

2010-06-20T16:27:00.004+08:00

If last year I didn't... if only.... would we still be together?

I want to be with her.

I won't lie, I'm sad. Today, she rejected me with the words that sent me crying before.

But I'm not giving up, I'm not backing down. I love her.

I know that everyone's life has a goal, a desire, a push. And I'm told that at this point in life, such things aren't going to help. What if, she is my goal? My desire? And the one that keeps me going?

For the first time in my life I'm really changing, my attitude, my everything. I'm lying less to my parents, friends and even myself and soon I might not lie anymore. When I get scolded I no longer have hateful thoughts that lasts for more than minutes. My life is changing because of, no, for her.

Its true I'll spiral into the netherworld if I'll have to see her with another guy.

But I'd kill myself if she isn't happy.

Till now I still hadn't the chance to explain anything to her.

Is loving really so hard?

(Before) My Birthday Party

2010-06-18T00:54:00.006+08:00

I'm wishing, that the next time you look through the peephole of your front door you'll be dressed up, and me, a nervous wreck as usual with a bouquet in my hand.

Hello world! Finally I'm really sitting down for a blogpost. :)

And this time its for a happy reason! Yeah there are some not-so-great stuffs but thats not the main point!

Thank you Eric, HongZhang, Felicia, Mavis, Evelyn, Jaslen and Derrick!

For what? Well we celebrated my birthday tonight two days early!

I feel so blessed, for the gift I received this year is the best thing in the world.

What is it? I can't think of the real word for it.

Friendship? No, it means so much more than just friendship.
Companionship? Close, but its not just the company of them.

C oncerned
A ccomodating
R espectable
E xultant

Ok still doesn't fit. But I think I got my point through.

Lets begin with how the day, and night, went! :)

9.12AM

First time since last week I woke up on a weekday without an alarm.

I wanted to sleep as much as I could, for the night.

Checked for smses. Evelyn was the only one. It wasn't a nice sight to start a day for me.

She told me she might not be going as she hadn't received her allowance.

Headed for my daily Facebook and Anime ritual but I stared to feel restless and my nose was runny.

I decided to take a jog to hype myself up and cheer myself as well (I've no idea why was I so down) but Derrick then could play the moment I asked him for a jog.

So... heck, lets play. We had a round of Left4Dead2. Heh, expert mode isn't for the impatient or slow. Which the former fits Derrick and latter fits the AIs.

Finally completed it by changing to advanced mode. Was dumb cause Derrick killed the two other survivors (one of which was me) and he got away alone.

Stopped gaming, cause my nose was really bad that I was unfit to even play games. Headache came in.

Noon

Lunch, more facebooking...

Eric was smsing me and asked me why I sounded down.

I told him that Evelyn might not be coming so... yeah.

He kept asking me to ask her or call her.

But I've already messaged her twice so I didn't want to be too pest-ful.

In the end he called her on his own, which he told me she sounded cold in the call.

Didn't help my mood one bit. The only bright side is that she said she's going.

It was a splitting headache then, and I don't breathe properly with all the sniffing (from flu).

Decided to take a nap to get the headache away.

Woke up and it was gone. :D Mostly...

Woots went for a shower praying it wouldn't flood again today at Orchard. :X

When I was done I had a dilemma that most guys will never have. What to wear! :OOOO

Asked my sis for her opinion and argued for wayyyy extremely long haha. Was fun! :)

Then mum came home and we both argued for our mum's opinion and I won! :D

Picked the 'newer' dark grey shirt (which I've worn on several recent occasions already..).

Texted Felicia to ask where is she. Late, as usual. :/ screw.

Took my sweet time to do my hair after drying it. GATSBY MOVING RUBBER: GREY! :D

But hell its as bad as always; my styling skills. =.=

By the time she's out we are wayyy past our desired meetup time at her place. :@

There goes my Jubeat-ing! :'(

We sat at the busstop seat waiting, complaining about our noses as we both had bad flu.

By then my headache came back and I was feeling terrible.

Got on the bus

<------------INCOMPLETE ------------->

Class? Nah not really.

2010-06-16T16:38:00.002+08:00

I'm uber pissed.

I'm not going to plan anymore class outings for this class.

Oh wait, is it even a class?

Its more like, a group of smaller groups thats forced to be together probably?

Ah what the hell, if I don't even think about it or care anymore I wouldn't get angry right?

Relinked!

2010-06-11T17:34:00.001+08:00

Posted links that I have including Facebook profile links!

Updates

2010-06-11T12:38:00.002+08:00

Updates: Twitter feed on the left fixed. Somewhat. Disable Right Click script removed.

Backgrounds!

2010-06-11T12:34:00.002+08:00

Omg the original backgrounds were removed so had to find some of my own. Didn't expect it to turn out well! :D Enjoy~

New blogskin! :D

2010-06-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

OLD:

Embarking on a new skin~ shall post updates immediately after each change~

NEW:

MouseHunt Ban! :O

2010-05-28T13:20:00.003+08:00

OMG that day I saw my ban at 4 am i stoned for five minutes, switched off the PC and went back to bed shutting my eyes tight hoping its just a nightmare. But it wasn't. I had to suffer almost a month of no MH. WTF.

This post will be about what happened and stuffs.

My First appeal!:

I am writing to you in regards to my ban and wish to appeal for it.

I sincerely apologize for violating the MouseHunt multiple accounts policy. I do admit I have played two other accounts at an early point of the game to send gold over for an advantage and was later notified by my friends of the policy which I was unaware of initially. I then stopped sending gold over. However, I was unaware that FaceBook has a multiple account policy as well and so I continued to play the additional accounts for the fun of it as well as showing my friends that catching mice is purely out of luck and random. I have spent much time and money as well on the game. I would like to know what can I do to resolve this matter and reinstate my MouseHunt account back. I will be much obliged to delete the additional accounts and face a setback of my Rank % for the reinstatement of my primary account.

Therefore, I am requesting your reconsideration of this issue. If there is any additional information I could provide to you that would expedite this matter, please feel free to contact me. Thank you for your time and consideration of this important matter. I apologize once again for committing my mistakes.

My second appeal!:

I have written to you in regards to my ban but have not received a reply.

I sincerely apologize once again for violating the MouseHunt multiple accounts policy. Please reconsider the ban as i honestly violated the terms unknowingly. I really do hope my account can be reinstated as I have spent much time, effort and money as well on the game. (I have transferred over a thousand SuperBrie+ to my cousin's account as I was tipped of by my friend that i was reported by another) I will accept any form of punishment for violating the terms such as a gold, points and/or hunters % setback in return for the re-enabling of my account.

If there is any additional information I could provide to you that would help me, please feel free to contact me @ diaryofnotes@hotmail.com. Thank you for your time and consideration of this important matter. I apologize once again for committing my mistakes.

Pictures:

New blog!

2009-08-10T15:43:00.002+08:00

Alright, this is just a quick sum up.
I'm moving my blog to http://diaryofnotes.x10hosting.com/blog/ ,
Don't bother viewing it, its just an empty template there. :O
anyway, i'm trying to get people to join and help fill this blog up. (cool info! it can support several authors! and have great functions for that)
And, i'm using x10hosting as my host, domain and everything else. IT EVEN HAS FREE EMAIL! eg. admin@diaryofnotes.x10hosting.com
Please join!
Do not worry about the long html name etc. I'll be forwarding it to http://paperpile.co.nr/blog instead ;)
PM me via facebook or something!!

PaperPile is dead?!?!

2009-07-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

Please help me revive it! T.T

YouTube, anyone?

2009-07-05T22:04:00.001+08:00

Don't you wonder whats THIS crazy site all about?
Sure, loads of h*ntai, sick jokes and f*ed up stuff there for all you horny b*stards out there.
But really, what was the TRUE intention of it?

Funny cheat.

2009-07-05T11:19:00.001+08:00

Hey, about my previous post...
LOL.
Its a funny cheat to use!
It doesn't give you instant $$ nor in lump sums...
It just makes your skipping rope at max speed and once it reaches the 7th time you get a coin and it restarts. :D
So its about... a coin every 2 secs?

Latest pet society coin cheat is out!

2009-07-05T10:41:00.000+08:00

check it out! :D
http://www.petsocietynews.com/2009/07/04/pet-society-coin-cheat-by-patiniox/
Haven't tried it on my spare acc yet.
Will update later to confirm if its working yet anot.

Ohyea! English is done! :D

2009-07-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

Ohyea!! DONE!! :D
Passing the comp to my sis for her work now. Ciao!
Will post up stuff tmr or l8tr.

Overdue english essay

2009-07-04T13:01:00.002+08:00

aww man...
i'm only halfway there! T.T

First week of school's over!

2009-07-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

ITS ALIVE!!! LOL.
Ok, hello dead blog. i'm here to reap your life and give it a fresh one. :D
i'll start to post up stuff more often nowadays so please check back!
Hmm...
I didn't screw up my first week as much as the others!!
Best so far.
Ended holidays PRAYING that holidays will be extended due to H1N1 pandemic.
But sadly of course, our prayers weren't heard.
Ok, so i've only done amath holiday homework. (partly)...
As usual, so on to busniess.
GOT MOST DONE BY END OF THE WEEK!!! :D
only left Social Studies, English and Biology. OMG i did Chinese project alone! lol.
Ciao, add on to the week's happenings later.
Mum's naggin.

Painful

2009-02-04T17:19:00.001+08:00

Any idea whats painful?
Well, being rejected etc is one thing, but...
being stabbed in the heart?
god, i don't think i can take it this time round.

ERIC FCUK OFF

2009-02-03T15:13:00.000+08:00

hmm... really bored...
just wanna say. ERIC, FCUK OFF FROM MY BLOG LA.
HA, I CLOSED MY BLOG TAGBOARD, NEWB.

1st day of the 2nd month

2009-02-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

Alright, the first month has passed, which was somewhat messed up.
Let's do some recaping before going on to the new month's resolution.
First few days, the class was kinda quiet, and my wish came true!

I've became the class chairman!!!
And yes, i really want it.
Not for its power, nor its fun (,nor its popularity if there is), but for its ability to be able to help and reach out to others.
And man.. This class committee sure is hard to work together tough. One is a slacker(me), one laughs alot and the other two?
Seebeh quiet.
As in, they don't voice out much.

Got my group done, check.

Sec 3 camp? I screwed up.
But the class didn't bond much to me.
Most (including me) still rather stick to old friends.
It'd be great if we could all really be one as a class.
But well, its hard to achieve something like that anyway. It'd take a terrific leader and a fantastic class.
At least we are in the 'great' level for now.

Then, Mavis.
God, why did i make her so mad at me?!?
Why am I always so bloody dumb to hurt girls i really care about?!?

And homework didn't really pile up much so far. Just 1 piece of overdue assignment which i simply can't seem to do when i'm free. (sorri Mrs.Wee)

Ohya, that reminds me.
Our class form teacher!
To me, i feel that she really can't be someone you can hate.
She's kind, approachable, helpful and very couth.
Lucky us to have such a teacher i'd say.

That settles it.
I'm gonna do this month right.

If you've realized what i've just realized...

2009-01-25T00:37:00.003+08:00

To all my readers, guess what, i've finally understand bits of life.

My views on friendship.
What's a good friend?
How to know thats considered caring?
Well, there's one thing I've learnt.
Never weigh who's more important than who.
Don't compare when judging someone, cause everyone's different.
A true friend isn't just someone that stands by you, treats you well, and rather help you than others.
A true friend is someone that treats you like a human.
Not just some toy which you treat well and expect returns, but someone that treats you by how much you deserve.
And, never expect others to treat you any better than the way you treat others, but instead, treat others better than the way you want to be treated.

Even if someone is evil deep down in the core but always pretends, portray himself as someone caring by constantly helping, whats the difference between him and someone that is really kind at heart?
Its like, he'd still care for others.
What i'm trying to point out is that, its the actions and outcome that counts, whats the point of keeping all your concerns and desire to help inside?
But still, pretending or doing something against your heart is a really tiring job.
Might as well be someone really kind.
Mean it if its goodwill.
Take it back and apologise if it harbours an evil intent.

The people i really hate actually aren't those who act like they are the boss when they aren't, but those who don't speak up and make actions for what they want and just complain behind other's backs.
You want something? Work for it.
Don't expect things to come to you on its own.
And don't

So there are good things in life after all

2009-01-24T16:06:00.002+08:00

Yeahs, I'm pumped, motivated and sick.
Whats left to pull me down?
Photoshop CS4 in my hands which costs USD$999
Functional brutal machine with working internal graphics card and firece core chip.
Bought hair gels, finally.
Got lots of Taylor Swift Songs.
Caught up with latest Bleach episodes.

These, precious, are gonna push me up.

Saturday, January the twentyfourth

2009-01-24T15:49:00.002+08:00

Life?
Yeahs, it sucks.

Not being able to own a hamster? hmm, okay...
Lost my correction tape? I'll get a new one
Finishing all my installations only to find out i need to reinstall them on the other accounts? sighs...
Forgetting many duties? what the hell...
Falling ill with a bad sore throat? Come nearer and let me show you how uncomfortable i feel.
Having a long list of overdue math homework? Shut up and let me complete them!
Getting a really good friend mad at you without knowing why? Fuck off.

I'm sooo hating the way i started this year, so, I'm at least going to end this month by fixing all my mistakes to repent for my stupidity.

1)Realize my mistake and apologize to Mavis sincerely
2)Math homework
3)Social Studies
4)Get rid of cardboard scraps in class
5)Do up class blog
6)Finishing touch to my computer
7)Class Jersey/Shirt
8)Mrs.Wee birthday

Life's like that

2009-01-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

Made my twelfth mistake already on just the twenty-third day of this year.
And when i mean mistakes, i excluded the hundreds of minor ones.

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T02:49:00.000+08:00

Dear Santa,
Sorry, I have not been a very good boy this year.
I've hurt this special girl many times and I'm feeling not just guilty about it.
So this coming year, i'll not hurt her anymore and make it up to her in anyway possible.
I've learnt that i became too possesive and wild at times which led to many downright stupid mistakes that can never be taken back.
Yours,
Jun Hao
-----------------------------------------------------
Hell noooooo....!!, Christmas party's over!!
T.T *sobs*
But man, i can't

OMYGAWD CS4!

2008-11-20T12:07:00.002+08:00

Whoa! CS4 is out!
And its quite awhile back...
Like 35days or so?

So far the most noticeable improvement can be seen from
"All applications in CS4 feature the same user interface, with a new tabbed interface for working with concurrently running Adobe CS4 programs where multiple applications can be opened inside multiple tabs contained in a single window."

Perfect for me!
Currently i usually use dreamweaver, flash and photoshop CS3 alongside for my website.
It'll really save my taskbar space if all three could be in a single group.

So, now all thats left to the picture is $2499 USD excluding taxes and shipping fees.
LOL. Looks like I'll have to stick to CS3.

Chalet

2008-11-17T23:23:00.009+08:00

Hies there!
Phew, that was some fun back there during the class chalet.
4d3n! Who wouldn't be jealous! XD
Great fun we had there
Sighs, can't believe its gone so soon.
Still, i'll share my piece of the story here....
Ps, memory really hazy, too many precious hours happening too quickly..

-Th3 Cla55 Ch4l3t-

Preface

YES! SIM card back alas!
months and months of hard work has finally paid of...
Jokin, only a week. XP
My mum asked me to do my Chinese assessment like donnoe how long ago le, den she not happy that I not doing anything, so she told me if I don't finish the book before the chalet, say bie bie to chalet too~
So, last week, qiong all 10 assessments (The whole book).

Chapter 1

Day 1-1 the morning

whoo! The event i've been waiting for all night long has finally arrived! CLASS CHALET!!!
Hmm, lets recap... (can't remember much, kinda too tired. XDD)
woke up at around 9 i guess. (yep, overslept. I wanted to wake up at 8 so i'll have more time to prepare and stuff.)
In the end, my desire overpowered my will and I played computer games till noon and i realized i haven't pack my bag. O.o!
Got my lunch stuffed down my throat as quicky as possible and called my mum for the soap/shampoo and stuff (which i didnt use in the end. XD)
Smsed jay on whr he is.
WTH HE FINALLY IS GOING TO GET HIS WARCRAFT III BATTLECHEST!!! slowpoke.

Day 1 - 2 the noon

*Beep*-*Beep* *Beep*-*Beep* [The nokia sms tone]
I CAN'T BELIEVE MY EYES!!!!

Nuer~ (+65979649**):
Daddy! Guess what?
You got into triple science!
Welcome to hell. Haha...

I'm not sure whether to smile or not.
Is it supposed to mean a good thing?
Did I make the right choice appealing into it?
Aww, too late for regrets.
But still. having second thoughts. Am I doing this on impulse?
Will I regret this when I look back a few years down the road?

-----------------------------------

Okay, dressed up, back packed oh, ya bathed, checked too.
Once I steped out of the house, OH SHIT forgot the RING~~&necklace!
Lol, to heck. Lazy turn back.
Went to the minimart get a bottle of green tea.
Waited for 291 not for very long.
Got on the bus, started smsing and chatting w/ Nuer and Jay. Bla Bla.
Then Jia Wei sms whether I wan slack abit at mac or something
So I replied sure!
While still in the bus, jay say he at whitesands ler, he going comics connection to check out the warcraft III battlechest price. Damm, i'm going to be late.
At the interchange, i passed by Azmi.
He probably got a new shave and he was in school uniform with probably his family.
Didn't notify him as he seemed preoccupied. O.o
At the mrt station, i bumped into Zhao Meng as well.
I think he went to top up card or something, cuz i couldn't see him at the platform.
In the mrt, jay, clement, jia wei and the some of the girls reached ler.
Then those three bast@rds say they at ehub ask me walk there.
So i say ok lor.
Then i got off mrt wteff...
They say they at whitesands foodcourt.
Effsh1t them.
This kind of prank also wan play.
Lol, actually i don't really care.
I doubt i will even get a little pissed if i actually walked all é way to ehub and back to whitesands.
Anyway, back to story.
And they splitted up with the girls ler.
K, strolled up to the foodcourt.
Met the 3.
Lol, jia wei seemed surprised i got a new haircut. Probably cuz my sides totally short.
Ohya, thanks nuer for foloing me to jean yip! Will make a post about it de! XD
Hahas.
At the start didn't really talk much so i left to window shop alone fer awhile.
When i went back i started to psp cuz the rest still eating.
Then jay finish eating ask me follow him comics connection check.
I was like, lol, you haven't check yet.
So i folo him loh, after telling é other two.
Z, chk the price, 50plus.
Jay say he brought 80plus liddat, try shen at chalet den after it buy.
Moving on,
by the time we got out of the shop, Jia Wei and Clement have already finished eating,
so they helped us carry our bags out of the food court.
After that, we began walking towards the chalet.
On the way while crossing the road, Kevin called me and ask about the meeting place details
(O.o comon, I'm not the host, how'd I know?)
So i asked the rest and they only told me go straight to the chalet without any other details, which was what i told Kevin.
Then suddenly change person to Dun Kai, so I told him call the girls, they should be there ler.
Hung up, reached downtown east.
While at the carpark, we saw Amelia, Qing Xiang and a few more which I could see from that far at the busstop.
Ignored.
The floor was wet, luckily I was wearing shoes, not the worn out slippers which can literally act as a roller blade. Phew!
Okay, reached the door.
It was F-xx20 ( Lol, i've forgotten )
The girls and solo Jeremy Lee were already there by the time we got there, so one of the girls opened the door.
Said hello, entered, boys made loud entrance and messed up the peace.
The thin layer of ice was quickly broken and everyone was chatting by that time.
Nuer~ started to comment on me going hell and Mummie~ was like "eh, you really got into triple science ar?" (The exact words, i can't remember, just a rough meaning)
Then Clement started messing around as usual and placed some slippers/shoes in the fridge.
WTEFF? THEN WHERE TO PUT OUR DRINKS?!?!
Jia Wei worse, he messed around with the card slot and got a piece of paper stuck in it. =.="
Not long later the girls went out and took the card with them.
NOOOOO!!! There goes our electricity...
No more Air-Con/Tv.
Us boys are doomed.
Then Clement once again fooled around and opened the fridge as aircon. Lol.
Did a few more silly stuff, called the girls and begged for the card.

*Draft*
2nd day - somewhere in the afternoon
Okay, trying to break record or something like that with Jay and Kevin for DjMax on the psp then then thhhhen the tooupid nuer of mine loh.
Come desiao me.
First start disturbing me through my feet.
Keep on kicking me and stepping on my foot.
So I said 'If i break I will kill you'
And obviously. she disturb me more.
Lucky I owned her.
Then Amelia came into the picture as well.
And I pwned her too. =D
Mavis is a loser.

Cry

2008-11-17T23:07:00.001+08:00

I cant help it, i really want to hold anyone that i've shared memories with in r6 tightly in my arms and let it all out, drop by drop.
I don't want to believe this is all over.
2 years of whining, complaining, hurting, lying, pranking, studying, playing, laughing and enjoying just flew past like that.
Every night, i can't help it but leak a drop through my eyelids.
And each time my eyes seems to betray my heart, i'll wake myself up, in fear another day will just go away again.
Why do we have to seperate?
I'm not ready for the future, i want everything to stay as it was.
I WANT TO SCREAM!!
How am i supposed to enjoy this holiday?
When all i can do is await the future.
And reluctantly let go of the past, which i doubt i will.
Should i regret all those time i've wasted?
Or cherish those seconds of silence with fellow r6s?
Either way, i still can't bear to let go.
I wonder hows the rest coping...sighs
Time don't heal, it takes things away and give new things.

BLOG CLOSED OFFICIALLY

2008-09-27T13:49:00.002+08:00

Heya!
This blog will be permanently closed.
You've probably noticed the tagboard being shut down and stuff.
If you are wondering what am I going to do.
Check this out > Link
From now on, that will be my new website.
But sadly, its not fully completed yet.
Still adding much more stuff.
Blog will be the last to be added too.
Check it regularly for updates! Ps.

Give comments in my tagboard too!

xDƒactory

2008-09-21T17:27:00.002+08:00

Hahas, sorry guys for not updating recently.
Was being a geek and brushing up my gaming skills (which by the way didn't work out).
The other half of the time was spent on my NEW CLAN!!! =D
Check this out: http://xdfactory.webs.com/

Will TRY my best to reply tags asap (usually longest 4days)
And probably make a long (longer than this one) post longest once a week.

Many other stuff on my mind too, so can't really concentrate on anything. T.T
Oh yea, new skin comin up in a week!
If you need or want help with creating skins please don hesitate to PM or call me! =D

MY WARCRAFT III !!!!

2008-09-04T18:09:00.003+08:00

HUAT AR!
my warcraft 3 finally working!
If i was too lazy, i would have spent 55 bucks for nothing. =D
Dammed codec pack that ruined my warcraft....

Okay, so....
One day left for weekday holiday and....
THEN I FRIGGIN GOT MY WARCRAFT FIXED()@$*()
_|_ you codec pack. XD

Anyway, thanks Jon from Blizzard.
You've really helped a lot.

Off to dinner and then tuit... T.T

TA DAA~~

2008-09-02T10:08:00.002+08:00

YO PPL!
so hows the new skin to ya guys?
i've cut down on the extra stuff and if you've noticed,
the background image loads faster! =D
cuz the imgage size was reduced from 1+MB to about one third of it!
Hurry comment on the new skin though!

Sorry guys

2008-09-01T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hahas, sorry readers bout the long wait but...
TA DAA~!!!
I've completed the new skin (just the img.... ==)
Codes should be up tommorw, if my wc3 still persists on not working...
T.T

Heres a preview!

Blogskin

2008-08-14T14:00:00.002+08:00

Yo!
Here again.
Like duh O.o

Ok, i'm working on a new skin, once again!
Please give comments and feedback about the current one
and be generous! NOT FRIGGIN VULGAR SPAMMING....
Either leave it at my tagboard or e-mail me or smething.
My sim card down btw.

Oh yea, if you wan me to help you make one etc. or help you edit yers.
Sure!
And yes, to all those kiasu 'aunties', its free.
I'm doing this for 3 reasons.
I'm bored.
I want to help others.
I want to train my photoshopping and HTML coding.

So thats all for now!.
Ciao~.

TO LI YING, SULY

Fiesta

2008-08-09T12:48:00.001+08:00

080808
Thats a big day!
Bloody chinese olympics (hey, red is auspicious right?), freezing cold Fiesta (cuz of the friggin ice being thrown everywhere) and one day to my daughter's birthday!

Ok, first, the olympics.
I've heard the opening ceremony is reeeeally a WOW-er.
All my family were talking about it during the whole dinner. O.o
I guess i will catch some of the olympic competition/matches once in a while during the exam period. =D

Next, the FI35T4!
Ok, i didn't really do much today...
No mood to even be initiative and help out at the stalls.
So... Instead of being the host, i became the guests!
spent abt 6 bucks at our class' stall and $2.50 at the satay.
I think i spent total of $10 that day just for food and drinks!
(ps, the float was REALLY DISGUSTING... trust me
I'd rather eat the melted ice cream...)
Den the stupid indian thingy (not being racist ok) so friggin boring.
So i began chatting with my bday girl-to-be.
It was like at first damm high den suddenly...
DAMM COLD...
she like mood swing or smething liddat.
T.T
Wonder wat happened anyway.
After that, i decided to go ball.
So spammed sms to a few.
Den so zun4 Elieen popped out. O.o
anyway, nobody go so i qiong solo train loh.
play like an hour plus got tired, den go home DotA! =D
Ok, cannnt rmb wat happen ler.

ps. XD

Ciao!

RE: My first social project

2008-08-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

OKAY! I ADMIT IT!
THE WHOLE IDEA OF THAT PROJECT WAS FRIGGIN COCKED UP!
and it turned out to be a total failure....
Reason?

Its simple. I gave up halfway.. =.="
YET SOMEHOW... I ACCOMPLISHED THE MISSION A DAY LATER...
WTF

next time, if you want to do such a project, make sure you are 100% confident in it and won't give up.

My first social project

2008-07-30T21:48:00.001+08:00

NOTE*This isn't really a blog about daily life or whatever now, so ignore this if you aren't interested. =D
BUT!, the following post relating to this could be related to daily stuff.

Back to the post now.
This is just the template of my first, well, life project. The whole idea is to test my own limits, as in, my charismatic limits.
I won't go into detail now what exactly i'm doing but roughly, its just trying to make a good friend.
From my point of view, of course.
(ps, if i say what's it about, it will spoil the element of surprise now, wouldn't it?)

Plus i also using this as a method to prove myself that life is just like a game, you will either win or lose, and you have every power to take control of yourself.

Skill that will be tested:
anger management
patience
making someone hate me
making someone, well, unhate me

I've already bought all the stuff needed to build the 'game board' which plays as the timeline and coloured stickers as the points earned or lost and toothpicks to mark the dates.
The stickers have 5 colours if i'm not wrong.

I will be giving myself a starting of 9 school days in this game.
Each time i get a point, i get an extra school day whereas i lose a day when i lose a point.
Its kinda simple.
If i accomplish my mission within the time, i win. If not, aww, lets not talk about that.

Ok, so thats all for now!
Wait for future updates on this project!

*Further notes:
-To the person in my mission, i'm not treating you as a test subject or whatever, i'm treating you as someone special to me.
-Phrase 1 has already been carried out successfully.

RE: Jia Hui's blogpost on the NYAA

2008-07-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

Yeah, this post is regarding Jia Hui's post on the NYAA thing.
I really got a... err... shock from it.
Can't find the words to describe that feeling.
Anyway, lets talk about my day first, before we get on to the serious topic.

Well, woke up late today.
And i mean REALLY late.
6.45am if i'm not wrong.
Bathed, skipped bfast, throw in stuff into bag and left.
Which was already about 7.05am i think.
'shit, i'm gonna be late make Laogong~ and Felicia wait for me', i thought.
Hell i was downright wrong.
Felicia caught up with me on the way to the meeting point and Sylvia reached the meeting point a second later than us. Lol.

ok, class time.
English, dammed.
Got the friggin explaination essay.
To hell with it and wrote 200plus words only.
Math now, dammed too.
Boring as usual but tried to keep myself awake by talking to azmi and doing HW.
Recess, nothing much to talk.
Ate noodles and drank 100 plus.
History, WOOTZ!
Teacher ms. Hahas. (ms means missing for all those non-dotaers out there)
Too bad i kinda knocked out halfway.
Probably too exhausted.
Cant imagine if there was history lesson! Might have fell to the ground.
Lols.
Kk, now ABOUT (not yet) the serious topic.
There was CME and the SE which we used to complete the NYAA booklet.
Will talk on this later.

Ring! And the school goes wild.
Went to ball with jay.
Tiring, of course.
Den CCA and stuff.
Home, play com for awhile.
Then i flipped my IE up and read blogs.
When i reached mummie's, it was like, OMG WTF?!?

She actually filed a complaint letter against the school!!
Anyway, thats not the point that makes me go OMG!

okok, lets talk about the story first.
We signed up for this award scheme called the NYAA.
We were requested to select some stuff such as sports, cip and stuff and do them not in the school ciriculum time. We have to suit certain critera to get the award.

but, today, we were ASKED to write stuff we did during SCHOOL CIRICULUM TIME such as PE into the NYAA diary. Its like, wtf?

I've already started to plan on what activities to do and stuff which they instructed us to do and now this?!? Grr...

Obviously, i couldnt care more at that time and just got it over with.
I've already got this outta my head until i read her post.

She was like HYPER negative about it and she even stated that changing school isn't a bad idea.

I think that saying she wants to switch school is giving herself a bad impression.
Its not like she's wanting to change school for better studies or what, but its cuz of that little NYAA thingy.

I feel that just by thinking that way shows that she is escaping from reality.
Face it, whether the school sucks or not its not much in your control.
But don't ever forget this, we make up the majority of the school. Never use the numbers to go on a rebellion.
Instead, think of a way and try to change the school into something better.

Continued from what is selfish?

2008-07-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

....
Now that the 'doing things for yerself' is being ruled out.

so now it all boils down to this,
what is selfish?
After a whole night's worth of thinking, i've came up with the meaning.

Selfish is a way to describe a person who only does things for self-gain WITH an evil intent or harming others.

this is to redirect my previous post on myself being selfish.
After thinking about this, i'm just self centered, not selfish. =D

What is selfish...?

2008-07-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

Have you ever called someone selfish?
Like duh.
But think harder, how did you use it?

My question is what is the true meaning of selfish?

hmm... Self-centered? Only do things for yourself?
My point of view is that that phlisophy is wrong.
Who dosen't do something that isn't for themself? Whether directly or indirectly.

Even if its a voulenteer worker who is happy when he or she makes others happy. So what?
Indirectly, he or she is making others happy.
Look, this isn't a negative thought or a way to vent my anger. Relax and read on.

The point i'm trying to make here is that its normal for us to do things for ourselves, one way or another.

So whats really selfish?
(to be updated soon)

2008-06-13T14:49:00.004+08:00

Friday, June 13, 2008
2:49PM

Ok... just daydreamed a little and reflected on myself.
After the last few nights, i tried to look for the meaning in all those dreams.
I finally realized the reason why i'm depressed.
The reason is myself.
I'm actually selfish, and really self-centered.
I knew it all along but didn't want to believe it, because i was afraid.
Doing good deeds were just an excuse to cover it up.
I always want things my way and I'll make it happen no matter what.
Yes yes, that may sound like a good thing such as "overcoming all kinds of obstacles"...
but the methods i use to make it happen are not always a good way.
I always wanted to play computer more, so i secretly use it when my parents are not at home.
Once i got caught, i got banned so i go cybercafes once in awhile.
Then, my mum grounded me for going out so much, which was almost daily.
So i used CCA as an excuse to go out and sometimes go cybercafes even after lessons and stuff.
but knowing i would get exhausted of excuses, i decided to start with something simpler, gameboy.
I went to JJs wil Hong Zhang and bought a new cartraige.
I played it whenever i felt like it and had time.
Obviously, it got confiscated too in no time.
My sim card wasn't an exception either.

I know most of you guys never thought I was such a person.
This is because most things were already going my way and i didn't have to do much to make it perfect for myself.
And more importantly, i treasure my friends more than anything else.

Sighs, i guess i will have to try to change myself as soon as possible.

2008-06-13T14:37:00.002+08:00

Friday, June 13, 2008
2:37PM

BOOHOO!!
Its friday the thirteenth and "the happening" is out!
T.T
too bad i can't catch it on the day its out... kena grounded.
Ok heres my list of "hell"
-computer, bye
-graphics card, bye
-sim card, bye
-outings, bye
-gameboy, bye
lol, how pathetic could i get?
even if i want to secretly use comp also cannot, the graphics card is fried.
so whats left?
A rubiks cube and some comic books i guess.

okok, enough complaining, more blog.

hmm, the shenyang trip was fun!
ok, it was FANTASTIC!!!
mainly because i was far away from nuer!! XD
will blog about this later on when i'm free.

and the most recent class chalet was ok.
But overall, i think the previous one was still better.
will also blog about this next time.

now i shall talk about my June holidays, generally.
i've been feeling way down these days, or weeks.
its like, i lost my purpose, once again, and don't feel like doing anything good anymore.
I'd rather do nothing than something.
I want to have that desire to help others and do many good deeds but i can't get myself to do anything.
Sighs...
i wish i knew what was the reason...

That sudden mood drop

2008-05-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hey all,
Sorry for the late update!
Nah, not the exams' fault (somehow).
Its because I was not really in a good mood these few days, or weeks i suppose which is what I'm going to blog about today! =D

Firstly, before opening up my thoughts to all,
I would like to give special thanks to a good friend.
My beloved nuer, Mavis.
She was there for me when I needed someone's shoulder. (Not literally)
Trust me, you will never know how a good friend is important,
Or at least, someone whose shoulder you can borrow.

I already knew I was troubled for quite some time already,
And yet,
I decided to keep it in and try to push it away and forget about it.
Obviously, it eventually came back, with more than just a wake up call.

On that day,
My mind finally couldn't hold my troubles any longer and gave in.
I knew my world would crumble if i didn't let it out any sooner,
so i brought it up halfway during my conversation with Mavis.

She got me thinking real hard about the problem and Poof!
My mind was now clearer and less clouded by my stress.
After a long night sleep, I thought about it troughly and finally made a firm decision.
Lets hope its the right one.

If you are curious about what is the problem,
NO WAY I'LL TELL YOU! =D
Its a secret relating to the matters of the heart! Shhhh! XD

Still,
Thanks, mavis.

Yours,
Jun Hao

Home Economics Practical Practice Day!

2008-04-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hmm...
I would say today is a long AND fun day.
The high-ness i got since last night is still lasting very well.
Smiling to myself while walking to school proves it. XDD
Ok, today the activities were from SIANZ!! to fun to funner to FUNNEST!!! =D

First, the math olympiad.
The teacher said, "long time no see"... lol
Cuz i skip 3 lessons le mah. XD
Actually not that sian lah, cuz i keep on toking wif Azmi.

Secondly, me and Azmi go play bball at the school canteen over there.
Den Eric come ask us help him fill up the water bombs. WTH?
bla bla bla.

After that, Azmi go home so i went to tmart for lunch.
Smsed mummie to come over to chat chat awhile den she say she got tuit, 3 plus den come. =))
Eat finish den i bumped into Felicia, so pei her walk home den i go opposite ESPS de bball court to shoot a few hoops.

Jay contacted me.
So i went Shop n Save to get the groceries for our cooking practice.
Got a cabbage, cucumber, tomatoes and 3 creams.
T.T my money....

Ok, after that i qiong to Jay's place by bus.
(i missed 2 busses which were side by side, den another one appeared in less than a minute! =D )
He came down to fetch me.
He was playing "Welcome to my life" on his phone. (ahh... long time nvr listen to it le)

We had lots of fun playing and experimenting wif the food! XDD
Den we realized ppl is use lettuce, not cabbage...
So we kept it to play bball. XD
But somehow, the pancakes looked like prata at the bottom. lol.
Thankfully, it was tasty! ^^
We threw the veggies away right after cutting them... =.="

Yay!, finished wif the cooking le!
Den mummie called, saying that on second thoughts she donwan come to chit chat cuz not enouf time.
So obviously i try persuade her.
and i won! =))

So we go bball court play for awhile den meet wif mummie at kopitiam.
And we tickled, laughed, and teased. As usual.

Thats about all for today, heres some pics to attach! =D

"Person"

2008-03-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hehe...
Finally located the IP of "person"...
I've removed his access to this blog and typed the exact same thing at his own blog... ^^

Here's a screenshot.

Day 3 : Monday - Dota glitch

2008-03-10T23:59:00.004+08:00

Monday, March 10, 2008

Okay....
Today i played DotA with Jay and Zuo Wei through GArena.
I won!, with lots of GaY-ness.....
Then ending part my internet DC, so i continue for fun.
And i realized some fun stuff to do.
Get ageis>whack thefrozenthrone until almost die>go die>godlyness
Cuz the whole map will be freezed when you destroy the building, so if you have ageis and die right b4 the building is destroyed, you will revive and can move like normal.
Den you will be able to solo fountain etc... xD

here are some pics.

Day 2 : Sunday - Report book!!

2008-03-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

Sunday, March 9, 2008

9:26PM

Sighs....

I finally realized why most secondary students DREADS receiving their report books.
My parents NEVER look at your A1s or those nice numbers, they just skip them.
Once they see a underlined number, I'm doomed.
My mum just nagged at me for about 20mins, and hell yeah, it felt like it was a breeze.
If I'm not wrong, I remember about....
....ok, 1% of what she said. (the part where she said "ok, thats all i have to say")

I can't wait to grow up and move as far away from my family sia...
My mum nags (to the extent where i don't think its called caring); my dad hardly communitcates with me; My sister is worse than a spoilt brat.
Life is boring at home... (Well, unless i'm infront of my comp!)

Aww shit...
I hate it when i click on othr ppl blogs cuz their songs are usually autoplay or background music.
The worst part is i open all at the same time... wat the hell?
So imagine the numerous songs I'm listening to at the same time... =.=

Before i go....., I WANT TO BE MAVIS FATHER!!!!

Day 1 : Saturday - Trip to carnival

2008-03-08T23:59:00.006+08:00

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Hmm...
Today we went to Yio Chu Kang around there for a school carnival.
Althought that was the main reason we went out for, we had more fun when we were not in the carnival. lols.

Hmm...
I went to the BORING math olympiad in the morning and thought up of an excuse to leave half an hour earlier. xD
Den went to the LAN shop with hong zhang, ser kai and derrick.
Which the spoiler event happened.
Derrick's father showed up to pick him up at the LAN shop somehow after we played a few rounds.
WHAT THE F%#K?
So we stopped playing cuz i accidentally pressed the STOP button.
Den my phone started ringing... "Derrick"... it flashed on my phone.
Obviously, i didnt answer it and silenced it.
So we went downstairs to look for the rest.
My phone ringed again when we were at mac.... wtf?
Fine, i give up...
So i picked it up.
*&$(#
His mother starting screaming at me through the phone.
(Don't she know that I'm not deaf? =.=)
She also screamed some bullshit such as:
"Don't influence my children..."
"Why did you teach my child how to lie..."(In chinese)
What the hell? When did i ask or even teach your child how to lie!??!
lol (that was the worst call i ever had)

Now moving on...
We got on the bus to the bus interchange, followed by the MRT.
We had LOTS of fun on the way.
Especially with Jeremy. (I couldn't imagine how quiet would it be without him)
Had lots of laughs, screams and probably stomachaches.
Ok, the train reached the destination.
Then there was the weird traffic light.
The green light shows for about 3 seconds although the road was kinda big and starts blinking...
The best part was, it blinks for a reeeealy long time. xD

And finally!, we've reached the carnival.
The school didn't look awful, compared to ours being rammed down.
After we got the cupons from Jocelyn (felicia's cousin), we qionged for the drinks!
We laughed more, walk-walk, chit-chat and walk more den decided to leave the place.
Ok, now everyone was kinda ignoring each other cuz each person want to go a different place.
In the end, we went to the nearest place, AMK hub (Another bad place to go without planning).
So, we wasted quite a bit of our time there, wandering around.
After we got bored once more, we got out and looked for a playground.
We played crocodile and ice&water there.
It was nice lying down and look up at the sky. (Its shiok! Try it next time!!)

Once we grew out of that playground, we finally headed back to Tampines. (FINALLY!)
I grabbed Li Ying's white mini slingbag (or whatever it is) and walked away with Jay.
We bought drinks at the Cheers store at the MRT.
Me and Jay got a 1litre carton of milk each and Jeremy got a 1.5litre mineral water. (I'm not sure about the others)
When we were at the MRT platform, Jeremy dropped the bottle while drinking halfway and it was kind of embarrassing... lol
The auntie (cleaner) shouted at Jeremy which made it worse. (and it was really funny!)

Got on the MRT, laughed even harder and took more pics...
Smsed Mavis and Jia Hui while on the MRT.
When we were at Tampinese MRT station, Hz left and the rest went to Tmart for dinner.
Jay got off the bus at his stop of course.
So the remaining people were Li Ying, Me, Jeremy Chua, Sylvia and Felicia.
I didn't eat with them cuz i was having dinner at home.
After the meal, we followed Felicia to get her bubbletea and we chatted there.
When it was time for me to go, i said goodbye and walked away with Li Ying's bag.
Obviously, they would shout for it...

Bla Bla Bla...

Happy Holidays!!

Heres some pics to accompany it: (And yes, I'm aware that there is not enough lighting)

Treat others with respect!

2008-02-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Please, please treat everyone else with respect and basic courtesy!

Imagine a world with everyone smiling at each other everyday, greeting politely at each other upon each meeting.
Think about it, will it hurt you at all in any single way just to smile and say "hi"?

Just like saying vulgarities, will it hurt you to keep it to yourself?
Or even better, don't even think of swearing at others.
How about living in a peaceful and vulgarity-free world?

The biggest problem, based on my experiences, is racism.
What did the blacks ever did to the whites to make them hate the blacks to the core?

Care about others and give them a chance! SMILE!! =)

2007-12-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

-The 'then' and 'now' (of my love life)-
I once thought love was never possible for me...
I once said 'bleah!, girls!'
I once hated the sight of couples cuddling...
Ever since i've hit the age of 10, everything changed...
The once me who was disgusted by girls now wanted girls...
All i could think of was girls and it was driving me crazy...
The countless crushes i had drove me nuts...
How i envied those couples cuddling on the staircases...
How i envied those couples holding each other hands...
Then came this girl, she openly expressed her feelings for me...
I couldnt tell you how happy i was...
I thought about her day and night...
Yet, i broke her her heart by flirting(talking) with other girls...
For that, i'm never going to forgive myself...
Her parents probably found out...
And she probably quarrled with her parents, for me...
I can't belive i'm that selfish, ignoring her sacrifices...
I truly wish i could turn back time and make it up to her...
In the end, i decided to break up with her...
Not wanting to hurt her any further...
Time to re-live my original life, alone...
Back to enving the rest of the world...
But, i found myself falling for somebody...
A classmate...
Fireworks started to sparkle again when i started to chat with her through the phone...
But she was attached, so she tried to draw a line...
Its been a long time since we've last chatted...

thats the story so far, hope you've enjoyed it and wish me luk!

eXam!!! OMG 7/Oct

2007-10-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

Gawd!

I didn't know the friggin eXams will come so soon....

Still playing and arranging my duel masters cards...

While flipping through my geography textbooks...

While chatting on the phone with "the not so thin one"...

While downloading some games...

While slapping myself to keep myself awake...

Is that okay?

The last few hours before exams and here I am,

Wasting my life....

Whee!!!

Okay, lets get serious....
About my day....

Well, i woke up today at about twelve PM?

Ate four roti pratas for brunch...

MAN! LOVE IT!! espicially when i am fULL & sASTISFIED!!

...

Threw in a couple of hours on the Geography textbooks...

I stared at it for five minutes...

Realizing that i couldn't find the list of topics to study...

Fine, nvm...

I called up one of my "saviours" for the topics...

After copying down and hanging up the call...

I flipped open my chinese file and wadda know...

FOUND MY FRIGGIN LIST... GRRR....

Switched on my mp3 player and speakers...

and then... BOOM!! the thunder roared...

T.T

what a day....

At about 3, i grabbed some comic books to kill time...

ppssstt! leaving it between two textbooks of course! XD

Stopped at 4pm

Opened up my cupboard...

WHOA!

All you can see is the messiest mess on EARTH!!

Fine, i have to pack it....

time flies of course....

finished packing at about five...

Which i then walked to tmart, ALONE, for my dinner...

ordered my chicken rice...

and sat near some chio bu s , of COURSE! jkjk....

Went home...

realized that there were some Geography notes on askNlearn....

switched on my comp...

and POOF! my screen went blank...

T.T

so i kept on restarting for 5 continous times....

I GIVE UP!!

so i scaned the comp for viruses and spywares...

ARGH!!! 30+ spywares and 3 infected files!!!

deleted them off and my comp is revived...

phew!

And here comes the happiest part,

i was thinking of what to type to KaiXin...

and then.... HALLEUJAH!!

Going ur hse to share ur lunch=)) KAIXIN- Private number??? Sorry, i'm not going to answer says: i noe u are avoiding me , can tell me why ?

.... It may not exactly be a positive thing to you... but it is to me!!!

It probably brightened my day for the rest of the night!!

Heres the chat log:

KX: i noe u are avoiding me , can tell me why ?

JH: ?

KX: huai dan !!!

JH: ...?

KX: so long nvr chat wif me

KX: why ?

JH: err...

JH: why? miss me?

KX: sort of =((

JH: ...

JH: did you sms me?

KX: yes

JH: sry ar

KX: you lost your hp ???

JH: nope

JH: parents confiscate it

KX: then?

KX: oh ok

JH: T.T

KX: did u delete our msg

JH: no...

JH: why ask?

KX: i dun wan to see our smses

KX: them*

JH: ?

JH: I don understand you...

KX: i dun wan ur parents to see our smses

KX: they dun allow bgr

JH: ....?

KX: we flirt too much

JH: lols

JH: i couldnt agree more

KX: nxt tym pls delete after reading

KX: or dun save my name in ur contact

JH: okay...

JH: sure thing sweetie!

KX: but too late liao

KX: they already read our sms liao

KX: tell ur parent is her >>>>

KX: haha

KX: tat flirt wif u

JH: no leh

KX: why

JH: err...

JH: wye u say tt anyway?

KX: say what

JH: tt my parents know...

KX: noe what

JH: the smses?

JH: elo?

KX: ya la

KX: ur phone kena confiscate right?

JH: yar...

KX: then ur parents will see our sms mah

JH: no lar

JH: my phone got pin code and lock code

JH: impossible to break through it

JH: ^.^

man... i seriously couldn't sleep after this...

lols...

gdnite everyone!

good luck for your eXams!!!